If my blog were to accurately describe my life right now, I would have to change the name of it to Lolly Yoga*ing Around. In other words, the knitting is happening, but right now, it is to a lesser degree than it has been in quite awhile. A few rows here and there – mainly simple stockinette when I should be working on my mother’s lace
cardigan… but truth be told, other parts of my life have really “amped” up to such a degree that something needs to be moved to the backburner… long hours at work and long hours at the yoga studio – neither of which I regret or feel remorse over, but for the time being, it is my knitting that lags behind a bit. Of course, this is a short-term thing until things calm down – or until I figure out a way to keep the level of energy I need to do my job and my yoga and to get less sleep (I don’t see that happening!)
The beauty of it is that yoga is a process just like knitting is. Somedays it flows so well – your fingers are flying and you are very “present”. Same with yoga: some days your balance is right on and you are open to new possibilities. Other days you drop stitches and have to frog your work. Or you can’t get into a pose that gave you no trouble the day before… but it is not about perfection. It is about process. It is about what you learn along the way – both about yourself and the world around you. Something that really resonated with me is an oft-repeated quotation in my yoga classes: “It is called yoga practice, not yoga perfection.”
Two weeks ago, I got a sinus infection that turned into a bit of bronchitis. I was frustrated because I could not breathe properly – and my yoga asana practice (the actual physical postures) suffered a bit because breath work is so essential to every movement of the body. When you can’t breathe, you don’t feel well, and that was the case… yet, just because I couldn’t breathe well did not mean that my yoga practice stopped there… in fact, it was through this time that I truly learned about patience.
My journey in yoga teacher training is truly an inner discovery as well as training my body. One of the most influential practices we do as a group involves ethics and codes of conduct – called yamas in Sanskrit. The most-cited and well-known is ahimsa, meaning non-violence and non-harm. Ahimsa is a yama that resonates with me on many levels – I became a vegetarian for ethical reasons (specifically non-violence to living
creatures). However, ahimsa can also be a deeply personal matter: practicing non-harm and non-violence with yourself! negative self-talk, demeaning yourself, masochistic tendencies… all of these things go against ahimsa. The little nagging voice that tells you that you look fat or that you are stupid. Ahimsa is silencing that deep voice. It is difficult, and it is a lifelong practice. Sometimes the first thing that comes to mind when you fail at something is “if only I were smarter/more aware/prettier/healthier… this would not have happened to me”. Ahimsa is realizing that you have the ability to move past that line of thought. And my my, it is hard. I think it might be particularly difficult for women who often have these pre-conceived notions of what they should be and how they should act.
Each month, we focus on another yama; if you are interested, I can share some of those thoughts and meditations here in the form of other blog posts. It has been an amazing practice – very eye-opening. I thank my teachers for having the forethought to make this part of the yoga teacher training program.
During my last teacher training weekend, we taught a free class for the community. We had a wonderful turn out on a beautiful day – seven of my peers and I led a class with 25 people. We each taught three or four poses,
and I had the wonderful opportunity to lead the students in several poses: a restorative pose that calms the central nervous system commonly referred to as “Cannoli”, a gentle seated twist pose for the spine, and a nice hip and thigh opener. It was such a wonderful day!
I was hoping to get the opportunity to post this past week over the Earth Day and Arbor Day observances, but things got a bit busy around here… for these two observances that I love so much, I put together a yoga asana sequence that celebrates the life on our planet – I sequenced together poses that are named after animals and natural phenomena using Yoga Journal’s Sequence Builder. Next to each pose, I wrote a detailed description of the pose and how to transition from one pose to the next.
Earth Day Asanas (PDF download)
If you do this sequence, please let me know what you think. It is friendly for all levels. Absolute beginners should not use the photographs as the absolute model, but more of a pose to work toward… these are professional models showing the poses, so please do not be intimidated. Be safe and practice ahimsa!
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**The pose above is a recent progression called Pincha Mayurasana, meaning “Feather of the Peacock”. I had to get over a lot of fear and practice ahimsa to get into this pose itself (and more than a few upper body strength exercises)… and I had a lot of support to get to this point! I was a bit nervous posting it…